trypo
philia

The opposite of a fear. Fifty-three openings, made in the dark in June 2023 and never shown until now.

Some people see a cluster of holes — a lotus seed head, a honeycomb, the back of a Surinam toad — and their skin tightens. It has a name now, trypophobia, and a small serious literature: the images share a spectral signature with venomous animals, or they look like something infected, and an old part of the brain says away.

Some of us feel the exact same tug and lean in. A pallet of terracotta pipes seen end-on. A crate of empty sake bottles, every mouth pointed at you. Wax gone soft and pocked. The pleasure is in the multiplicity and the address: many openings, all facing you, all asking.

That disposition has no proper name and no literature at all. This is a small home for it.

The images were made with a diffusion model in the first week of June 2023, from one long prompt that kept mutating: black, hyperrealistic, asymmetrical, neural, electron microscope, fractal holes, beehive, drips, melting, sensual, wax. What came back was a material that doesn't exist — part circuit board, part coral, part cooled sugar — and it is, if you are built this way, very hard to stop looking at.

On the science: Cole & Wilkins, “Fear of Holes”, Psychological Science 2013; Kupfer & Le, “Disgusting clusters”, Cognition and Emotion 2018. Hover to look closer. Click to fall in.

I

Surface

Fields with no centre. The eye has nowhere to rest and does not want one.

Opening number 1
№ 01 · seed —
Opening number 2
№ 02 · seed 3135545101
Opening number 3
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Opening number 4
№ 04 · seed 3470626660
Opening number 5
№ 05 · seed 1186195382
Opening number 6
№ 06 · seed 3461970173
Opening number 7
№ 07 · seed 373728721
Opening number 8
№ 08 · seed 3738016808
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Opening number 13
№ 13 · seed 1269702661
Opening number 14
№ 14 · seed 3127122881
Opening number 15
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II

Void

One opening, or a dome that is all openings. The place the gaze goes when it falls.

Opening number 17
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Opening number 18
№ 18 · seed 12619677
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Opening number 22
№ 22 · seed 1449165484
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№ 25 · seed 1435404654
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№ 27 · seed 3279922253
Opening number 28
№ 28 · seed 4241945537
Opening number 29
№ 29 · seed 3533079059
III

Copper

Warm metal leaking through the black. The material remembers being molten.

Opening number 30
№ 30 · seed 3005184684
Opening number 31
№ 31 · seed 939838744
Opening number 32
№ 32 · seed 3788977795
Opening number 33
№ 33 · seed 3795379349
Opening number 34
№ 34 · seed 2279304312
Opening number 35
№ 35 · seed 570854651
Opening number 36
№ 36 · seed 437039581
Opening number 37
№ 37 · seed 3265246873
Opening number 38
№ 38 · seed 2462267316
Opening number 39
№ 39 · seed 71497105
Opening number 40
№ 40 · seed 296186685
Opening number 41
№ 41 · seed 3774923022
Opening number 42
№ 42 · seed 2102581551
Opening number 43
№ 43 · seed 4128611487
IV

Moss

Something has started growing in the holes.

Opening number 44
№ 44 · seed 4169936936
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Opening number 46
№ 46 · seed 4210494203
Opening number 47
№ 47 · seed 3897857202
Opening number 48
№ 48 · seed 1768127272
Opening number 49
№ 49 · seed 3358085736
V

Bone

The same surface, bleached. Sugar, plaster, honey, chalk.

Opening number 50
№ 50 · seed 3759671666
Opening number 51
№ 51 · seed 1479526905
Opening number 52
№ 52 · seed 965206137
Opening number 53
№ 53 · seed —